Sunday, October 15, 2006

My heart sunk

I need to blog! I'm feeling really sad now.. I think.. She is with someone now.. It hurts to realised that.. It really does.. I'm feeling weird now. Its like a lot of feelings are being brewed together. Its hard to describe.. I sat on my chair and thought about our past. I realised that sometimes when you're together with someone, you did all these silly things and time pass so fast that you took it for granted that you will have unlimted time with her. Then when she's out of your life. You will look back at the things you did and regret about what you did.. The thing is - I dont even know what went wrong. Its frustrating.. I've been really cheerful about my current life recently that it made me thought that i had already got over that long relationship with her. I was wrong.. Clarissa said " Time do not heal all wounds but cover them up". I finally got what she meant. I always thought " Time is the best healer" . Again.. I was wrong.. I guess. I was wrong too to be with her.. I'm a man of mistakes.. It sucks.. =( I'm probably feeling really low now. Sigh..

Lin Hao at 1:53 AM